It’s a first for me so I am wondering about the dynamics as compared to normal. What happens when the fire only glows and stops raging. When a personis there physically maybe it’s more of a reminder. A comfort. A joy. Is LDR purer? It’s windswept.
I’m just a bit lost. Sapped by work. When I got home today at 8 just numb, couldn’t tell. I miss her. I love her. Were we to end somehow LDRs have that fork in the road so immediate. No-one has to leave.
I usually feel better active. Gives me life to give to her. Were she here therd would always be something to do. Closeness to bring. Projects, real ones. As it is i talk to clones and even though I appreciate the effort and remedy it’s acting. I got t i red of acting. The rehearsals, the fCes, the zteps, markers, other actors. Not a biggie just saying. With fantasies you don’t stop until you fulfil every one that really counts. You cAn’t. With love you can’t stop until it doesn’t hurt. Love in a normal relationship undsrgoes change, has to. So what about an LDR, will I start making two cups of tea and whistle in the shower whilst she warms the bed for my return?
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